Have lived in my home country of Malaysia for almost 7 years.
Wished I had never come back.
Hate it here.
Feel more alone, isolated and lost here than I was living overseas.
Sometimes think I'm an alien in disguise.
Look Malaysian but I don't talk, think or act like one and yet...
Am expected to be Malaysian.
Don't fit in with the Malays, the Chinese or the Indians.
Don't fit in with the rich, middle class or poor.
Don't fit in with the the cliques like nerds, jocks, goths, beatniks etc.
Don't really fit in anywhere.
I hate it here.
I wish I had never come back.